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Spiritual Dreaming
Posted 18 months, 6 days, 17 hours, 44 minutes ago by nehal
Mesmerized by your demeanor I speak a language from a lost dream A language of feelings that no words can reveal I feel your majestic presence surrounds me Like the morning due on blooming petals A further captivating sensation takes me away To land of far more unknown mysteries To a world where our souls interconnect All fear is lost, all worries fade We are free of all that binds us to a materialistic world No shackles of false intoxicating believes The crystal ...

the eerie comfort of solitude
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 52 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
The eerie comfort of solitude My love is death unseen like kisses in the darkthe only darkness left in me, be still my beating heartall that ever shatters is all that ever matterseverything i touch falls apartthis whole world made of glassjust crumbles as i passall I salvage is so jaggedI only walk away w/ scars the eeire comfort of solitudeshe puts her arms around meshe finally found meI knew she could not gone on w/out me

blue skies
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 52 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Blue skies I'm missing your smell in the airI don't have the time that you shareI'm wishing on an empty streetthat the walls that you've built would fall at your feetI'm begging you to look w/infor all that we've shared and all that has been under blue skies you waitand I'm always too lateall my love turns to hateas I'm slipping away Prop me up w/ the lies that you speakmy body's going numb and I feel so weakthese pieces of you all scattered w/inmake me whole put me back together to be somew ...

the cemetary where you play
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 53 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
The cemetary where you play Mechanical in faithan empty shell of what's not loved todaya lover or a slave?I'll sleep when i'm dead, too tired to love today there's nothing i can do or sayto make you keep the promises you madeand every time i prayI feel the cold shudder as you turn away I'm begging and I pleadthrough the laughter and the dreamsdo not covet what you plan to break I'm tearing at the seamsas you toy w/ my beliefslove is more than just a word to me tears run down my faceas I wat ...

decadent
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 53 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
decadent Everybody diesI feel to exhale countless sigsw/ each breath we inhale deathb/c everybody dies Everybody dieswe're forced to live these constant liesso sugar-sweet, it's obsolitewhen everybody dies everybody diesothers feel for a changed demisearmageddon's here, the end is nearstill everybody dies everybody diesi've stared the reaper in the eyeshe doesn't wait, he's never lateand everybody dies Everybody diesthe moment that an infant criesthe gift of life's a sharpened knifeso ever ...

she loves me
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 54 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
She loves me she says she loves meshe says she caresalways wants to see mebut she's never there she says she loves mewell, she say's it when she's drunkthe next time she say's itshe will end up in my trunkw/ no air to breathebondage-freeso I can hear herkick and screamshe say's she love's meshe say's she doesshe usually doesn't remembershe only say's it when she's on drugsI use the same excusewhen I say,"I hate her guts"don't say things you don't meannot to meI'm like the devilevery word weigh ...

the dust that give moths flight (angel of death)
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 55 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
The dust that give moths flight Stirred from love-choked dreamsI open my eyes and these blood-soaked wingshow I long for simple thingsperched and waiting in withered trees Staring at the world w/ sickness in my eyesafter all I've learned, I'm praying to go blindstretching forth my arms to embrace it one last timea sea of endless dead sail the ships of the divine My condolancesa rose for youmy condolancesI close your tomb A collidescope smilesall form a shapeless wholeashes scattered every mi ...

like a holiday
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 56 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Like a holiday Take a look around youYour a little lateyou can't just come around herelike a holiday I've been doing fine w/out youthat's the only thing that's changednow I'm moving on w/out youlike a holiday like a holidaylike a holiday How much time can you afford to wasteplaying the same games?how can we learn from our mistakesif they've not been made how can you say we'll have more timewhen we could die today?you come in and out of my lifelike a holiday like a holidaylike a holiday Ta ...

close your eyes
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 56 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
close your eyes close your eyeslet me goI've seen your lieslet me knowhow you achehow you hurttwist the truthdrive the hearseI've swallowed hatetrusted fatewatched your faceas you replaceI don't wantI don't needmemories hauntthen i bleed close your eyesjust close your eyes

sadistic bitch
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 57 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Sadistic Bitch I love you sadistic bitchyou smile through the sickest shitall good things in life must endbut it didn't have to end like this To love you is to love painso just use me and throw me awayit's terrible how much you've changednow so sadistic and so deranged I crawl back to your door againmore mangled now than I've ever beencovered in the scars that make you grinyou open up the door and drag me in I love you sadistic bitchyour heart's a vice and your love's the whipin your house o ...

white-out
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 57 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
White-out Can't you seeyour love is killing mecan't you seethere's nothing left of mecan't you seeyou killed the greatest part of methis heart that beatyet I still bleed for you run awaytoo tired to love todayand I praythat this will be okayyou have to know it's all for youmy blood's run cold to see this throughto taste your tears I drink this cupnot even god can make me give you up can't you seeyour love is killing mecan't you seethere's nothing left of mecan't you seeyou killed the greatest ...

you don't want to know me
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 57 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
You don't want to know me To let you know me is to make you hate melike I hate myself for knowing youyou tell me all I want to hearbut all I want is you I recognize all of your liesthe only thing that's trueit's not so easy locked in herewhile love is tucked away fro youI broke the windows out for youand the wolves got innow there's nothing I can doI had no choice but to make them friends you take them as they comethey taste so sweetI'd rather starvethan feed off spoiled meatI watch the maggo ...

barefoot through the broken glass
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 58 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Barefoot through the broken glassNailing me against the walltelling me "I won't let you fall"those memories are destroyedanything to fill the void I wore my heart apon my sleeveI knew one day I'd make you leaveforget all of the things I saidthat part of me that you loved's love will anythingcompinsateall the hell you put me through?did it feed the void inside of you? so I tryto sedateall these thoughts that torment methis fucking thing you've made me be I never chose to feel this wayI never ...

blasphemy
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 59 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Blasphemy I feel nothing but condemnedas you look into my eyesand quote another scripturefrom your holy book of lies I can never be redeemedno matter how I tryI committed blasphemy when I walked out of your life I can never be redeemedforever crucifiedI spoke blasphemythe day I said "good-bye" is it so hard to believethat we could have a life?finding comfort in the armsof the one who let you die?sackcloth and ashwouldn't change a thingsacrifice and fastwould only bring more pain I'll tape y ...

step-father (surrogate satan)
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 21 hours, 59 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Step-Father (Surrogate Satan) W/ ever lie that you confideI couldn't help but think that howone day you will burnthe way that I am burning now Buckled under, torn asunderyet somehow faithfull and devoteGod knows I've triedbut there's no redemption for the proud You shroud me w/ your wingsto protect me from divinitywalk w/ me, your progenyteach me to become the enemy Blot out my namebefore I breathemy flawless stainmark of the beast call out my namethe angels bleedfall down and prayit's so o ...

ejaculating pain
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 22 hours, 0 minute ago by obsecene_martyr
Ejaculating Pain So this is how it ends?Why am I not suprised?Nothing good ever comes of thisAnd it's getting easier each time One more photo ripped apartAnother face that I'll forgetOne less fight that I can startAnd I'm getting used to this This time I don't feel a thingI've become the heartless whore that I despiseI can do this every dayRememeber that I'm always ready to die Taken by your well-thought wordsDidn't bother knowing wrong from rightHow was I supposed to knowwhen everything was ...

heroin
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 22 hours, 0 minute ago by obsecene_martyr
Heroin I'm falling for your tricksI need another fix againW/ lips like a syringeYou inject me w/ your kiss and thenI tried so hard even though I knewThe way that I felt never mattered to youIn the end I am left confusedAm "I" the one who's being used This love is like heroinSo pure and it's breaking my skinI feel so sick and I'll do it againThis love is like heroin Mark me w/ a kissLike track-marks down my wrists againRelease the torniquitAnd forget the world exists and thenI'm pulling on the ...

in the shadow of your cross
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 22 hours, 3 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
In the shadow of your cross You can't hear a word I sayIt feels more like you died than went awayDig love's grave so I can grieveBury me there b/c I believed Do not save one backwards glanceAs you wash the blood from your handsDo not give me one last kissThe deepest slit across my wrists "You left me" In a world that wouldn't have meIn a world that never willIt's foolish to believe that you could fill that empty space In a world of you so happyIn a space that only you could fillNow there's ...

mourning-missed (temporary sanity)
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 22 hours, 4 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
Mourning Missed (temporary sanity) I'm a stray bulleta falling starthe long, cold winterthat makes you starve your stigmata that begs to bleedif you truly care, then suffer me it's suicide to be so lovedit's such a tradgedy b/c.... you're everything I'm noteverything I needa soul that can't be boughttemporary sanity when love comes like a thief in the nightwould you suffer me?star-crossed lust mixed w/ lieswould you suffer me? I'm God's mistakethe mourning missedthe cold steel razoracross ...

a step behind
Posted 24 months, 12 days, 22 hours, 5 minutes ago by obsecene_martyr
A step behind Following you through the gates of hellmy trembling soul for sellI’m so sorry that I faileddon’t look back, I wish you well All we’ve had would never wasteIf I could only take your placecherish this moment until it diesforever’s just a step behind(chorus)I’m trying hard to believeup from the depths I scream"It’s a lie! It’s a dream!"love is killing me Burning forever won’t be so cruelif I’m burning next to youlocked behind these iron gatesI’ll sell my soul and take your place ( ...

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